trying to be ...

about him again, okay stuck on him! I cant move on to another guy. this is so crazy and I dont know why I'm so obsess with him -.- no no obsess but ... is it love? or Just fleeting feeling? I dont think so. oh god please make it happen! hmm I must be more more patient, so looong but insyaallah that isn't a hope amin. positive thinking, and dont do something that makes him disgust to me. *take a deep breath, hopefully dream come true amin.