121110 not too bad day :*

as usual, when I went to school, first I put my bag into the chair. and then hmm ... talked 'bout homeworks with my friends and blablablabla ... the point is like my daily activity. but ... you must know this part. because today is friday, we went to 'menza' for 'keputrian', something like religious lesson for moslem especially to girls. and the boys prayed in the mosque.

after that me and veny are separated, cause she would pray with my other friends. then, I walked alone up the stairs. and when I up to 2nd floor, HE WAS THERE in the corner of the stairs. yes I was very nervous and shy, and he looked me and smile. oh really nice smile!

 I walked into my class, and maybe my face looked so silly. untill now I don't believe I can saw his smile. today was a fairy tale and special for me.
hmm but when I checked his profile on facebook, all of his wall from many girls. yes I'm very envy and my mood turned to bad. isssh~
because I don't expect much with him, so I just think this is the happiness that comes today :') but I'm still happy :D


and I sing :


Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.